Learng to Fly

I guess that some things are better left undone. I have never felt my disabilities to be such a huge burden on those around me. I'm floored by the darkness that creeps into my soul as though the darkness could banish the light. My legs are still not working right. If I was 50 lbs. lighter it would really help, but until then I'm slow and need a walker or cane to move much. Impatient children and a spouse that is exhausted and exasperated have left me saddened knowing that I am the cause of their discomfort. Nobody wants me to be on my feet more than me. I'm socked and saddened that I am not bouncing back as quickly, but I find hope in the fact that I am making some progress toward walking alone. Only time can tell what the future holds